Just a little rambling...

I wish my car would start working properly again. And stop being crazy. I actually called Car Talk last night--really!--because no one I've asked knows what's wrong with my stupid car. So I guess I'll see where that goes.

Yesterday would have been my mom's 60th birthday. It was pretty damn depressing to think about that.

I'm really pissed off about Ohayocon cosplay at this moment. I'm getting no help, nothing gets done when I'm not here, so I have just one thing to say: Fuck Rosette. I am not going to kill myself to finish a costume for someone who thinks it's more important to go hang out, watch movies and smoke than to help make her own goddamn costume. I'm not even sure I'm going to finish Chrono right now. I've been killing myself trying to make these goddamned things, with the bare minimum of help when I'm here, and a complete stop to work when I'm gone. I've sacrificed comic updates, meals, I've lost things out of Tivo I really wanted to see, and I've spent over $200 on this, with nothing repaid yet. Fuck it all. I don't give a shit anymore. I hope you see this, kyu_to, because it's your fucking fault. You knew what needed to be done, and you knew the timeline.

I'm going to go do... something. I don't know what. I'm just in a very bad mood right now.